Cancer... Again?

This is a big question that I have no answer to yet. On Nov. 30th I went for my routine PAP and since there have been problems in that area the doctor is doing some tests. I had a suspicious ultrasound and it showed some thickening of the uterus and a small cyst (no problem with it) so it was decided to do a uterine biopsy. I had it done last week. The doctor was unable to get to the uterus but what he did get on the cervix has come back negative. That is one step closer to answers and a blessing. The next step is a D&C on Jan. 13th. Then we wait for the results. Why am I telling this? I promised that this would be a journey I shared so here is my bump in the road on that journey.
Today is my 49th birthday and I have had a lot of time to reflect on how blessed I am. I have a new grand baby on the way so I have a lot to fight for if it is cancer.  That is what I do... hunker down and fight. If not I will shout and praise God and continue on until time for me to go home. Either way it is what it is and I know God has a plan for it and will use it. After all, in my first post I asked Him to use me right?
As Christmas approaches I hope we can all put the things of this world on the back burner and realize what Christmas is truly about. A baby does change everything and I thank Christ for being that baby. Love and Merry Christmas to you all!